Thursday, January 13, 2005
it's evident
crap man.... i feel like shit right now....
today i was so disappointed about how my food turned out for fnn. i put in alot of effort into this week's practical.... due to stress, i didn't know what i was doing, i added way too much salt in both my original and modified recipes! shit! i had to throw away the food....* heart shatters* i don't know why i don't really like fnn as a subject but when i cook i put my heart and soul into it... i love to cook... somehow...
yeah so much for the disappointment... i also felt damn tired today.... had aikido for pe... and the sinseh was again preaching us about stuff not closely related to aikido but has got something to do with discipline.... whta's with him and discipline??? so as i was saying.. he was talking about bad habits and said that fatner's( varg) eye twitching thing was a bad habit.... yeah so? everybody has flaws.... we are all unique:).. and that sinseh claims that he's bad-habit-free or something... he likes to rest his hands on his belly! is that a bad habit? not sure who cares...
and also today my ankles felt weird.... they felt half sprained, soft and making cracking sonds when i walk?... about the tiredness.... i had pe, then jogging and 2 hours on my feet for fnn.. cooking is tiring... joggin was fucking lame man.... 6 of us me jiaying elizabeth fadilah fatner ashikin we ran as a group... cheering 4h cheers and the other classes were like huh???? 4h nly 6 people running.... but it was fun .... cutting into cheers of other classes getting them confused.. haha...
today i didn't do much hw... i was so brain dead to actually leave my emath graph and chinese letter writing question in school!!! so yeah... can't blame me i was too tired to bother about checking what homework i had.....hopefully mr chan don't ask for it tomorrow....
me just finish watching the bachelor..... jesse plamer is hot... even though when he's topless or wearing a tight fitting shirt he looks a little fat rather than muscular....so yeah.... from the show, i feel like he's a nice person.... i know it's vague but whatever! k so... he's officially into my list of idols and hot guys.... i am fat!!! watching the show and those bachelorettes in bathing suits and nice dresses, i'm so jealous!!!! my ultimate dream is to look good in a tube dress:) so the point is i'm fat and i want to lose weight... easier said than done....
sabrina just told me about the tk graduation night(300905)....should i go? pay my sec 1 classmates a visit? i heard that the past 2 years the grad nights were help at grand hyatt hotel... should i go? but then again i dun have any formal dresses and i dun look good in them.... cedar grad nights sucks man... always in school hall ... i think? no guys..... so like what's the point?????
yeah me freezing in my room now.... gotta head into the comfort pillow zone..... good night and *muacks* to my friends
11:08 PM
