Wednesday, June 22, 2005
man hunt
woah! manhunt is the best show airing on teevee at the moment;) lost is also darn nice but they are of differnt categories.
anyway woah hot hot hot hot hot hot hot cute cute cute charming charming. at least some of them who are cute aren't bird brains. they are the almost perfect male form.
can't stop smiling:D
not only because of the show but also for the fact that i had slurpee and a belgian chocolate drink today. SUGAR RUSH.
ck underwear. classic. nice outfit to skydive in. au natural. hmmm if i get my dream figure. i'll sky dive in bikini:) feel over 100kph wind on bare skin.
woohoooo:)
back to reality. life isn't really enjoyable now. looking forward to prom. to be thin and shapey. in heels. feel sexy.
10:57 AM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
should i?
my family is driving me crazy.
my life is fucking stressed and they are adding frustation to it. in no time i'm sure i'll go into depression. serious. no joke. i tried ignoring them but they kept pushing and pushing.
should i move into the vs hostel? for a month? for $500?
i feel like running away from home. just stay out and not come back. i dun think they'll care anyway. oh yar i forgot i'm the middle child. middle child syndrome.
FUCK! i want nothing to do with them
10:07 AM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
i've decided
i've decided that i should take law or something along the lines of business in the future.
hope my results can make it. i have to seriously buck up on my english to do law. how do ou get an A for english? hmmm....
the urge to speed in a car has been re-ignited by the movie dead racer that i've watched. fast nice cars, watching the speedometer fly, changing gears, hydrolics. ah!!!!!!! the best part about speeding is surpassing eerybody on the highway. hahah. too bad i can't drive. too young.
waiting for the day where i get to own a high performance car:D
i also dunno i started having interest in automobiles.
i realise many of my hobbies are kinda guyish. hmmm maybe its becuase of me having a brother. and i have always been closer to my dad since young. i always ask him alot of stuff about cars and bikes. i realise i was never femine. me hating BARBIE dolls since young was a start. hmm... boring boring boring.(no offence emma i know you love barbie and other barbie lovers out there)
9:25 AM
