Sunday, November 27, 2005
in defence
to jia ying:
we changed our plans because we felt that since its our prom night, which happens only twice in our lives, that we should enjoy such a night TOGETHER and not leave anyone out if it was possible. and remember the reason that you could not go into indochine was that your brother didn't allow? anyway the indochine was nothing.
your brother suggested coffee club so we walked all the way there. and we didn't fucking expect it to be packed? so that one was no one's fault. about mandrain, it was emma who suggested it and most of us had no complains as we waited so long for a fricking seat and most of us needed a rest. the thing is we needed a 24 hours running place so obviously since the hotel was just across the road why not. anyway about the curfew, you could have just told your brother that you waited for a long while and you did not get a seat to sit down relax and chat so you're moving to another place. i bet he'll be understanding enough to allow you to have half and hour more or something? oh you didn't mention what time your curfew was. at least divya said it was 3am. you didn't even mention a time. it isn't like we know your exact curfew or anything.
about rich kid thing. i'm also not one. i know the hotel is expensive, of course its a HOTEL damn it. i dun mind indulging once in a while. no harm. maybe if you spent like that night dun go out for the next few days or something. anyway its not like u go out very often so yeah. enjoy when you do so. oh ok when you went in to the restaurant you said it was expensive. you can don't drink? or share with me or anyone else? emma offered to treat us.
anyway i'm not bitching, i'm just saying. cause i'm not the only one who felt that way. there are others which i don't want to name names.
we appreciate that you walked over to marche to check out the closing time for us THANK YOU. but you volunteered. anyway THANK YOU.
anyway the SOLE reason that we change our plans was that so you could join us and enjoy the fun. AND ENJOY TOGETHER but in the end you left before we started the fun. actually i wouldn't mind staying at coffee club and wait for a seat but imagine how long would that take? you jean and divya had to go home so it was better if we found a place sooner so we can start our fun earlier and you guys can probably leave earlier and catch the public transport or taxi without having to pay the surcharge? its not safe for a girl to go home so late anyways. besides we know that you'll probably have to get home earlier, but we do not know the time.
about spoiling the night, i didn't say the entire night.maybe for like a minute or so just after you left. cause all of us were tired from all the walking in heels and from all those shopping the days before. the tireness and your departure at that moment made us pissed. but that didn't last long. actually we were more of sad for you that you couldn't join than the accumulated unhappiness from al the walking and changing of plans.
anyway i didn't make you sound like a bitch. if i were to do that i would be much worse. besides all of us know that, you're not the diffcult one, its your dad that impose such strict rules on you that sometimes we get pissed too not at you of course.
so the thing is, we accomadated you and changed our plans and moved to a hotel solely because we didn't want you to miss out on the fun we were going to have.
the thing is sometimes your unhappiness, on the rules imposed by your father which bounds and retricts you, rubs onto us at times. you know what we can actually hack care about you and just be fucking assholes and dun invite you or ask you out or anything and get worried for you at times when you do get into trouble or anything. we all could just care less about you. but why would we want to do all the stuff we have done during the course of our friendship so far? it was that we're your FRIENDS and that's what friends do for each other.
so anyway if i've said anything hurtful i'm sorry.
12:17 PM
