Friday, December 23, 2005
succeed
i want to achieve.
succeed in life and be the best.
be at the top of whatever i do.
failure is never ok.
prove to others that i have what it takes.
fuck those who thought i was never good enough.
by hook or by crook,
i want to be where i'm destined to be.
the top.
happiness,
never really got the true meaning of it,
for i have never really felt it.
i need to find my own.
my life has many flaws.
these imperfections makes, at times forces, me to be who i'm not.
i want to have my own life and leave this shit hole.
i've never felt carefree or comfortable.
is it so hard to find me?
i care too much,
but its my duty,
my instincts.
will i be happier if i discard these responsibilities i have upon myself?
all i want to be is happy.
its hard.
9:51 PM
need to be stronger
i'm going to pop.
i need to be stronger.
i need to be tough to withstand the pressure building inside of me.
i need to care less and fend for myself.
i'm lost.
i want my own life,
the way i've always pictured it to be...
only then will i ever be me.
9:39 PM
