Friday, March 24, 2006

life is unfair

LIFE IS FREAKING UNFAIR!

why do all the shits in the world happen to me.

why can't my life be how i pictured it.

why can't it turn out according to how i planned it.

i can't have anything i want.

nothing.

8:56 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

frizzy hair

I have frizzy hair. No kidding. It's not cool but gross.

To donna: I don't want to be a doctor. i'm just lost, so stressed, irritated. AH!

5:33 AM

feelling weak

Whenever I'm feeling damn down or sad over life, I wished I had a loving boyfriend.

This is dumb.

4:42 AM

Monday, March 20, 2006

short update

This is a quick update of today. Ok, I seriously have to start mugging. I have forgotten all my sec sch stuff. My mind is a blank slate.

Anyway. I'm starting to have doubts about my subject combination. I take biology, chemistry, math and economics. I'm think whether i should change to the arts faculty. My brother was saying arts is some how easier to score. Cause the number of students in art faculty is lower than that of science, so in a way there is less competition. So easier to do well for A levels. For science, so many gundosamys are doing it. Plus! people who do biology, normally aspire to be doctors which are the smart rafflesians. So my ass will get thrashed.

In another words if i put in the same effort, i will probably do better in arts than in science.

There, i'm lost.

I love biology but i detest chemistry... please help me.

But then again science faculty opens up more doors for me, which is good. but even so its hard to score well.

My life is screwed.

I don'tknow what to do.

3:09 AM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

short hair!!!

I've cut my hair short. I didn't expect it to be this short though.

The urge to cut my hair came about on wenesday , i think, while jocelyn, emmalyne and I were walking around and started talking about hair.

So yeah went out with emma this afternoon to look for a hair salon. Went over to paragon first. Then emma suggested the salon at meridien hotel called capello loft i think. its a very cool place. The last time i walked pass that place it was still under renovations. Anyway i got my hair cut and i look cute. Something which i didn;t have in mind BUT i'm trying to get used to it. The last time i had short hair was primary 4, that is 6 yeras without short hair, so that takes time getting used to.

I realised now that i have short hair, I look more like my sister:)

Anyway, emma has influenced me to like retro stuff like polka dots. i like that strips shorts:) I have to get a retro thick hair band, it fits my hair style now. i look a little convent girl-ish. hahah.

I have uploaded a picture of myself looking cute. HAHAHA. i fail badly at looking cute. HAHAH. Short hair doesn't make one look sophisticated and sexy. I miss my hair. I love donna's hair. hahah. Seriously, donna u look good with that layered look you cut at shunji matsuo. I should go there next time.