Friday, July 14, 2006

amore power package

price (excluding gst)
for one month: $47 (i made a mistake previously)
for three months: $106

frequency of gym use and classes
gym use: unlimited but off peak hours (peak hours are after 5pm)
classes: 4 lessons a month (i think) and off peak hours (peak hours from 6-8pm)

registration fee: $36.75

and we can attend classes on the day of the signup.

8:00 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

chinese oral

it was bad. i was the last person for oral so i waited from 2.15 till 4 for my turn. i slept for 45 miutes though. super shagged. oh anyway quick inform me if u guys wanna join amore k. here's the website
http://www.amorefitness.com/home/index.html
i'm thinking of attedning the one at parkmall. so yeah we can discuss a timeslot and stuff ior i can explian to you. cause if we take the power package, we can attend any 4 lessons. which is good:) i need to exercise. my bathroom scale is tipping towards a larger number everytime i'm stepping on it. so yeah. inform me quick.

i need to exercise and i need company:)

5:32 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

withdrawal symptoms

back to an uneventful life. i think i'm having worldcup withdrawal symptoms. no worries life would be back to normal. anyway tomoro i'm gonna take my a levels chinese oral. hope i don't stumble and speak like a total idoit. i tend to explain in english when i can't find a word for it in chinese. i mean i don't watch chinese stuff very often. rarely, i should say.

Les Bleus

7:17 AM

Monday, July 10, 2006

titleless

i cannot describe what i'm feeling now. the past week have been really weird. i seem to be in a world of my own, constantly having thoughts running through my head which i have no control over. i'm neither tired nor awake and i've been sleeping alot lesser.

i kinda like not sleeping at night, meaning staying up the whole night then go to school in the morning half dead and not feeling in the mood to communicate with society. get back hom catch an hour of sleep and back to my dreamland.

i'm back to the point where i'm evaluating my current life and how i want my future to be. adjusting the deadlines i have come up with and stuff. i hate thinking about such stuff cause i makes my mind work non stop. once i start thinking i'll dwell into the other possibilities. i mean life is complex a single decision made can change lotsa stuff.

currently i have no passion for life. i go to school and look forward to the end of school after which i either go out alone, with you guys or home.

today i skipped school again cause i had a medical appointment. and i was looking through my phone wanting to message someone to chat with i realised i do not have much people to do so. in the list there were some whihc i felt that the topic i wanted to discuss they do not know anything about it or they'r friends which i have simply bothered too much. now i feel its best being alone. whenever i'm alone i'll think. there's seldom a situation whereby my mind is empty. kinda rare.

MY MID TEEN LIFE CRISIS
i know everybody exprerience this phase and handles it in their own way. somehow i have this voice in my head telling me to make up my mind with the life i want and get to work on it cause time is running out and i feel i'm a person who is afraid of massive failure. i dun wanna screw my life up neither do i want to lead an avearge life.

sometimes i do have my shallow moments where i fantasize on how life would be like if i got together with someone european, rich and famous. hahah like my recent soccer craze, i finally understand why guys watch soccer. its a great game and dun remind me about france's defeat pure heartbreak.

i wanna exprerience the whole culture. somehow i'm not very interested in the asian lifestyle. jean said something like i've been watching too many caucasian movies. i think that could be the cause also.

i want to see how my future would turn out to be like. i want to have my own life. one i created and achieve with my own efforts. i mean everyone is bound to have a moment when you achieve the goal you set for yourself and the joy of accomplishment and pride. i want to experience that. i mean its like when soccer players score a goal i mean that kinda joy. i want that. i know i can only get that feeling when i do make my life turn out the way i want.

maybe i'm so troubled about stuff cause i'm lonely. i've got a great friends but in tpjc, its damn boring. i'm apprehensive about making friends, i'm too lazy to make friends. i do not have the drive to get to know someone. i think i'm relatively done with having crushes on guys i have in my daily life. once i get to know them they're kinda plain or they're just not the one. i think i'll only date someone i can see myself spending a long time with, if not then why get together when the relationship is just waiting for a breakup.

there are so many aspects of my life i want answers to. like where do i go when i die. is there a portal where i can see my future. how much longer am i gonna live. who am i gonna marry or spend the rest of my life with. if only i have more time. that kinda thing.

i like to be alone. i mean its good that i dun get so emotionally attached to someone cause everyone dies. i can endure physical but i hate emotional pain. i hate that heart wrenching feeling. its like someone is throwing all my inerds into a blender and mixing all of it up. it sucks.

anyway i know this sounds cheesy but i think i'l want to be in love. how do one know when he/ she is in love. is there like a guidebook or something? or like what movies always say like he can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. is that even possible. or is it when u cannot imagine life with him.

oh anyway any of you gals wanna join amore with me. i haven't really check out the whole student package deal but the cheapest one is about $27 for four lessons. only cardio workouts but you can't use the gym( if the outlet has a gym) and shower. then there's the $42 power package for four lessons where by ou can join attend any class pilates, yoga, cardio dancing and use the gym, steam bath. then there's the $110 unlimited package where u can attend unlimited number of lessons and use all their facilities.

i need to work out. part of my plan for my future. to look attractive:) hahaha and of course be healthy. i've been giving in to my temptations for food and i have no physical exercise. i have officailly gained 2 kg. AH!

oh anyway is it possible to have everything? good looks, intelligence, wealth, fame (optional) and a great life.

i think i'm inspired and motivated my watching sports. no wonder guys are much more competitive and driven when they want to.

i have been writing very long enteries lately.

hmm... i hate life crisis. i cannot imagine how bonkers i would go during midlifecrisis. or when i'm supposed to pick name for my kid.

should i be a
race car driver
nutritionist cum personal trainer
restaurantnuer
career women working at a busling business district
vineyard owner

these are the stuff which i dun mind doing at the moment if given a choice.

i still can't make up my mind on which country i would wanna migrate to and the type of guy i wnat i mean in terms of character i need to pick out a few which i feel is important. the race i'm kinda settled. these two points are what gives me quite a huge headache. i mean i sound like some control freak who wants to plan every single thing but i think planning gives me some kind of schedule or aim in life. i don't think i'm a lucky bitch who would be given a high opportunity ever. i know i have to work for it. somehoe i dun think a higher being would ever want to give a slacker and underachiever like me anything chance.

oh i finally figured how to change the time. the taskbar for the time and date was hiden.