Saturday, August 05, 2006

dying

why do people have to leave?

i cannot imagine how i would react if someone i love and care left me.

3:35 AM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

fusion fsahion gpp

ok my group is doing on fashion for pw.

emma i need ur help. you read lotsa fashion magazines right can you like tell me what brands have fusion fashion ( asian mix western) other than shanghai tang. and do u happen to have articles from mags on fusion fashion. and do u know how to prove that fusion fashion is a fashion trend.

thanks:)

6:17 AM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

rattling about life

anyway today i had nothing to do so i hung around the D block and try to read up on biology lectures but ended up chatting with my classmates. i realised that there's one or two of them who are quite nice. we talked about alot of stuff like what we wanted to do in university and stuff then my guy friend was talking about some rjc girl who is like super smart pretty and rich, his eye candy.

oh ya you know what i have though about my greatest fears in life, death and failure. failure meaning letting myself down.

7:56 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

hello

hey emma:) now i'm having second thoughts about amore. cause i checked out the sports council website and their gym membership for students is like only about 110 for 6 months. not sure how much their fitness courses are. i dunno what to do. besides i'm not sure whether i have the time for exercise. probably only during the weekends or on tuesdays or wednesdays.

anyway do u really wanna join? i mean the three years i've know you, you're never really keen about exerise. haha, sorry but that's my opinion. maybe i'm wrong. but i wanna join some form of exercise to motivate me to exercise.

anyway i've got nothing much to blog about life is so so so so so standard. ok i complain alot. i whine that's me:(

4:57 AM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

tiring...full of injury... sick...fun...boring... fun... unforgettable night... great friends i will always cherish.

today was an eventful day. the title kinda describe how it progressed.

in the morning i had sialing training, MY FIRST TIME ON THE BOAT OUT ALONE! AT SEAS. i didn't capsize. quite an acheivement. i think i kinda suck at it but i'm learning new skills. got sea sick and puke twice out at sea. i kinda expected to puke so i didn't have breakfast except for a glass off milo. anyway sailing is quite an isolated sport i mean like u're on the boat alone with no one to talk to unless someone sails near you or the coach tells us directions and stuff. sometimes there's not much wind so u are like stagnant and the current puches you all over the place so its kinda hard to control.

so after training, i think my performance for a noob wasn;t that bad and i also got two bruises, sore hands and feet and flu with headache.

after training went over to my fren's place to slack for awhile ate two slices of canadian pizza( first portion of solid fod of the day i ate 3 fish balls at the sailing centre though) and watched legally blond 2( which i feel is the best bimbotic show so far) and then slept for around 1.5 hours at her place before making our way down to my friend's BBQ birthday party at tanah merah, some condo. met up with my friends from MI some of wihcih i'm not close too but after tonight we kinda bonded as a gorup. we talked about our lives at school and asked each other whether we know so and so at their schools. we sat in a circle and just chat. it was real comfortable and nice later we all got bored and exchnaged really lame jokes and played lame games but it was all fun. i never thought i would see them again but they're are real sincere and nice friends unlike the ones i have in tpjc.

DEVIN WAS THERE. POLO STRIPPED SHIRT WITH STRAIGHT CUT JEANS AND ASICS SHOES. i used to think he was cute cause he looked good spoke well and stuff. but now i'm pass the early stages of infactuation. he's nice to hang out with, that's all.

there wasn't much food at the party cause most of them were uncooked ( you know how guys plan stuff, so unorganised). i drank soft drinks ate chips and marshmellows. there were liek one or two other ctute guys at the party too. but very fun though but we entertained ourselves:)

after that we a gang of about 11 people went to simpang bedok to have prata. there was yisong, bob, farihin, devin, jozer, duane, jeslyn, yvvone, kim and sebastian. we ate talked somemore and stuff. i think jozer is a nice guy to talk to too. mature and fun. that's what my MI friends are
we do lame stuff too but yea.

after we ate was about 11 plus so we split, form groups and took cabs home. they guys were real nice making sure that the girls got home safely that's why they took cabs too:) i shared a cab with sebastian. too bad devin wasn't going home if not he could share the cab with us cause we live in the same estate, he went to to drink i guess? or something else.

i mean hanging around talking getting to know one another isn't that bad. as we move on in life people drift aprt anad we hardly have time to meet. even though i had a short stay at MI(3 months) but all the fun we had it was unforgettable.

MI rocks. i mean the kinda fun i have with them is different from what i have with you girls. tpjc jsut sucks. it is not a place to make friends.

I MISS THEM.

anyway now i feel so sick, stuffed nose heavy head. i have so much work to complete this weekend. SO much i hope i can complete half by tomoro. starting clearing up all the work i owe and get on with revising my work. i have no life. no one to lean upon and talk to. i dun wanna bother u guys cause u are all so busy too. maybe i can bug my MI freineds cause some of them are in poly so quite free. I HAVE TO BE INDEPENDENT, EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY.

i hope my MI friends and I stick together like glue. they're on my list of people to invite for my future wedding (it is quite hard to gain membership onto this list). hahah. hope that we have more chance to meet up in the future.

oh anyway i need to be thoroughly focused on school work which i'm physcoing myself to do. i'm quite stressed by alot of stuff in life. but yeah i need to b focused on life and achieveing my goals. life shall now on revolve around school cca friends and probably working out. but down on day dreaming on how my futture would be like and spend more time in making it come true and nt wasting my time on television programs. i need to start achieveing goals i've set for myself.

random

ASIAN guys aren't that bad:)

i shall not dwell on how much fun i had today if not i will jinx it. serious.

good night to the world:)