Monday, October 16, 2006
my birthday
so today's my birthday... woke up to a list of messages on my phone.
here's a midday report of my day so far.
the stupid weather is so hazy, stuffy and warm. i feel so suffocated. really can like ASEAN do something about the haze? like pressure the indonesian government in term of taxes or restrict their economic flow that kinda stuff. threaten by saying stop the haze or face a crushed economy, something like that. you know exerting power. i know its unethical but come on the air we're bretahing now is as good as placing you face infront of the car exhaust and breathe. looking out the window i doesn't look like singapore it seems more like genting. except that the foggy view is due to mist there and in singapore its due to the haze.
next i have a shit load of projectwork to complete by tonight thanks to an inefficient extreme pain in the ass group leader (he deserves the name calling).
yeah so its work and feeling like shit on my birthday. how nice.
i wanted to go for coffee and read my sister's book 'the waitress'( bimbo). well plans crashed.
nevermind i better get used to working on my birthdays cause i'll probably be doing that when i'm working hard for my future. well sam, get used to it.
1:12 AM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
AH!!!
okay i've gonna have a real quick entery and go back to watching the apprentice, a show which inspires me and motivates me to my dream.
i have so many thought right now that i need to pen it down. i love the apprentice!!! the show features successful individuals who are not only smart, rich and some no bad looking. how can some people have it all?
i love the show. if possible i wanna be like them. they're my idols.
but i mean its quite hard for soemone of my intelligence to achieve such sucess even if i work till i die, right? i'm not stupid or anything i guess i'm slightly above average?
maybe i shouldn't care about such stuff and just work hard. i mean if i've put in my best and the outcome is not as great as i've pictured as least i'll be contented, right?
7:50 AM
