Friday, December 08, 2006

music

i'm freaking lazing around big time. listening to some tracks i just got. sieving thru the pile to get rid of crap.

just got home and u know what, i need to get clothes!!! i'm planning what i should wear for chinese new year. should i get a dress??? i mean that would surprise my family. me in dress??? oh i need to lose my tummy flabs so i can fit into my sister's size 3 jeans that is way too huge for her. my sister is size 0 i think for jeans. idiot.

anyway saw this necklace at aldo accessories, quite nice. its like a bronze chains with 4 -5 random items hanging form it which includes a fish and some green emerald. its damn random but nice.

anyway i thought of a hairstyle i wanna cut. i'll probably keep my shoulder length hair the layer it. its freaking common. but then again what other styles can one have.

if its possible i wanna change my wardrobe. i need some clothes that is me. kimono low cut tops., long baggy flowly feminine tops. nice jeans. ah. haha no money man. was looking through elle and style magazine at dome today. omg the stuff are darn nice but freaking expensive. if possible i wanna be a multi millionaire in the future.

what job incorporates the following elements? traveling food nice clothes relaxing earning loads of cash drinking dancing.

anyway the weekend its here i forsee its going to be a boring one.

hey donna when will you be back. like date.

8:00 PM

measelled camel

i went to the new Ikea today. walked around and the stuff. the place is huge. so glad that Ikea is near my place and school cause now i can eat the meatballs more often. I LOVE SWEDDISH MEATBALLS!!! and the almond cake and chicken wing. the standard and food portions have greatly reduced though. stupid profit driven asses. but i'll probably do the same thing when i do get to run my dream restaurant.

as always i went a little bonkers at the cookware and utensils section. i love looking at cooking stuff. bed sheets too.

i bought a measel looking camel stuff toy. i haven't had a stuff toy in ages. childhood deprived.

AND OH red is my new official favourite colour. it used to be brown. i still like brown but i like red too. actually i like red stuff but not red clothes. red just doesn't go well with tanned skin. well i guess i still like brown for clothes. but like what i've told emma, i will not get a brown wedding dress cause its darn gross. i'll look like a blooming tree when i hold the bouquet of flowers.

anyway i need some freaking excitement in my life.

i was just wondering how scary is it to get married. i mean its inviting a stranger to be a family member and to me family is a forever thing. and if u make the wrong choice in man and divorce the guy then 'till death do us part' loses its meaning. lets see most people get married latest at 30 and i'm 17. fuck i've only got 13 more years to find someone to spend about 50 years with. how to find sia. time is running out. please let my dream european guy out of the cage and into my arms. HAHAH. but then again i cannot picture myself living with a guy for like 50 years having sex maybe i can picture but having kids. no. me being a mum??? its scary. and i do not want to picture or try to imagine how gross and painful childbirth will be. childbirth a beautiful moment? bull shit i would say. i bet that phrase is written by a man. and i would seriously slapped/ punch/ kick a man who cheats on his wife during pregnancy. heartless ass.

anyway anyone of you watch the show chef in black on arts central? emmanuel is a cool dude. i don't mind a husband like that. i mean he can cook then i'll run the restaurant and he has a great bod and he's white. hahah. PLUS he's left handed. i have a thing for left handers probably cause my brother is left handed. please dun not think incest. i like the way left handers write:)

and oh the asian games is on and i love swimming matches. its darn exciting like horseracing. plus the dudes have damn lean and tonned body. some jap and korean swimmers are not bad looking too. when i compliment an asian guy of their looks it means that they're really cute. for the ladies i like the physique of the japanese ladies. they're more toned and have compact muscles. i love the muscle definition on their arms man. I WANT!

life have also been boring lately. pigging out and lazying around waiting for time to pass. i'm wasting my life away which i shouldn't be cause in 2 years time i won;t be a teenager anymore. a label which is associated with being hip cool educated leaders of tomorrow. a age to be mischevious and yet the consequences are not that great.

PUB STREET!!! miss that place with their cheap alcohol.

i'm like blogging random stuff on my entry which has no relation to my entry title. i'm random i can't seem to get focused or attached to something. that's why i don't think i can ever be in a relationship cause i dun allow myself to get emotionally attached, its a habit i have. and i think i've mentioned this that if i have the slightest liking for someone i'll focus hard on something i hate about him and i'll not like him anymore. i don't do that for girls though. and if i'm hurt or miss something dearly i will address the pain by forgetting it. my emotional side is untouched grounds.

anyway i'm off to bed. still gotta get up early and help with the household chores before leaving to chill at dome. ice mocha with gelato, chocolate gelato with milk and chocolate sauce!!!

anyway i know how i use to hate my parents but now somehow that hate has simmered and i really want to suport them and give the a better life they deserve. allow them to travel and stuff.

12:47 AM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

brain dead

oh my i think i'm so screwed right now. the long study break i've embarked on is destructive. i can't seem to concentrate for more than 5 minutes now. AND my inofrmation is all gone.

i've been trying to do my comprehension and i feel so dumb. i can't seem to put my answers into words.

oh my i need to get back into the groove of working! i fear for my future, my laziness will get the best of me.

being lazy is my character and it is something i embrace and detest. being lazy makes me relax but then again it holds me back from achieveing my goals.

HOW?

3:07 PM

Monday, December 04, 2006

back

i'm back form my cameron highlands trip with my family. it was quite fun cause i went with my cousins and stuff. too bad it was just a short trip and that we didn't take advantage of the malaysia year end sale and the exchange rate to go shopping in KL. any hoos, it was still fun the company was great.

the drive up was fucking gruelling and i've never seen my dad speed that fats. i loved it :)

this trip was organised but my uncle's company so it was a convoy drive up.

the weather there was damn shiok and the food tasty. i did nothing there but eat relax and sleep. hahah the lifestyle of a pig.

anyway call me when you gilrs are free so we can hang out. tatas.