Monday, September 10, 2007
my motivation
not blogging for quite a while has made me forgot my username and password for this account. haha. but by the looks of things i've gotten them right:)
anyways i'm up now cause i'm revising for chemistry. i've been rather complacent with my revision for it cause i have a certain flair for it which seems to be fading as seen from my recent topical tests. studying for the alevels would be a test on my determination. motivation and mental capacity. i really wanna succeed cause this amount of pain i suffer would be far less than the ones i will experience in the future if i were to perform badly. besides all these staying have made be think about my priorities for studying. primarily its for myself. secondary, i would like to provide my parents a comfortable lifestyle when they retire and i want them to retire early. i want to be able to give them the opportunity to relax, travel and truly enjoy life. hopefully i'll do well enough so i could also support my younger sister's education, lessening my parents' finanical burden. i have the ability to achieve what i want as long as i'm set at doing it. nothing comes easy and i have to work at it. my brother has his dreams and he pulled through now its my turn. i wanna do so well that my parents are proud of me. besides i wanna make all that money spent on tuition worth. for myself and my family, i will work.
night
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