Saturday, November 27, 2004
Pain in the ass
SISTAS ARE A PAIN IN THE ASS!!!!!!!!!
i can't stand my sis irritating like fuck..... nono... being fucked is a nice feeling... not good compraision....
yeah so when i finanlly to do my hw like 2 qns a day she decides to pack the room.... i packed my share like weeks ago and i told herto pack when i'm not home or when i'm watching tv..... but then she didn't do it.... fine!!!.....on thurs i shouted at her to pack she pack a lil bit then my aunt and cuzzies came over so she played with them.... fine!!!!! on fri i was in the living room the whole day she didn't pack and used the com the whole day.... i didn't want to say anything!!!!!! today i shouted at her once more to pack then she started packing when i want to do my work!!!!!!!! FUCK MAN!!!! U GUYS OUT THERE DOESN'T HOW MUCH IT SUCKS MAN!!!!!! everytime when i wanna do something, some retard is always there to screwup my day or my week!!!!! is this soe kind of challenage given to from from the almighty up above!?! well if it is, the challenage is not fun!!!!!!!
now i'm trying to cool down with the help of some trance music.......
2:31 PM
Thursday, November 25, 2004
feeling.... empty
hey... i've yet to start on my holz hw... that's fast.... i've haven't been to orchard in i think coming to a month..... i've yet to get the slippers and signup for tuition classes at orchard... i've yet to start revising my a math for the diagnostic test..... i'm screwed up!!!!.... one month have passed... that's so fast!!!!
so today was kinda eventful.... first dad took leave.... they we went to geylang bahru for lunch.... then went to chij st joseph convent to appeal for my sis... she did badly man.....lil cuzzies came to my house with aunt and grandma.... they were ok at first... then when my sis and them started playing board games it was kinda getting onto my nevers they were screaming.... i hate screaming kids when i'm watching my favourite tv shows... argh... i like to watch tv alone... quiet.... that's why i like to do things alone... peace and quiet.... so we went to the near by shopping mall to have dinner and came back to my house after that..... and i wa looking thru roxy prodcuts online and my lil cousin was so fascinated by all the fuffy slippers and all... haha
hey i just found out the drink known as jolly shandy... it's nice!!!!.... i saw beer and i tot it would suck... but it didn't... i hate beer.....so yeah jolly shandy is like lemon twist beer....
it's 3 mins pass midnight and seperating me from a guy who is my bro's fren whom i think is cuter than normal guys is a 7inch thick wall... he's going to stay over at my house.... he always ahve a different hairstyle... this time his i gotta say is a lil weird:) his hair is longer than normal and he dyed it whitish haha y younger sis say look like mop:) haha no comments...
so i'm feel wasted... no no not the right word... wasted is the feeling u get when u wake up in the morning after having sex with the guy and he's nowhere to be seen ... something like that or izzit something gotta do with drinking?.... i feel wasted in my own wasted way... as in i feel like i've wasted too much time... and that by the way totally sucks... i dun have the right study mood at home btw... my bro is relaxing and partying after his As and my sis slacking after her Ps.... haha so i'm also slacking which i shouldn't if only i have fucking high quality brains... wouldn't that be great? anyway good night to all the people out there in the same timezone as singapore.... and good morning/afternnoon to those in the other timezone......
ciao!
11:53 PM
Monday, November 22, 2004
identity crisis
i'm going thru what professional like gary called identity crisis... seriously i dunno my true self... i think i'm a lil multi faced.... now i'm a stage of doing certian things which i hate but pretending i like doing them...
so yeah... i'll miss gary and his stories.. he's just so scute...
he knows so much about girls... god knows where he learnt them????*ponders*
i like what he told the guy... i'll hit u where the sun dun shine:D
and about this julian moosiq guy he's ok but when he smile it's impressing:)
yeah i dunno what i wanna say:) suddenly my mind went blank.... i wannna be thin man..... lardball sounds nicer tan fat:)
10:28 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
why don't people get it!?!
ask my mum whether i can take up french and join sabrina.... the course is also kinda cheap $275 for 10 lessons each lesson 21/2 hours..... it's like so cheap!!!!!
but still my parents dun allow! reason? ur academics already so bad still want to learn!!! what is this fucking world coming to it's like not everyone shiones in terms of academics that's why we must constantly go out there to search for a fiel that u will do good in... what for do something u r not good at...I DUN SEE THE POINT!!!! AND PLAESE WE ONLY GOT A FEW DECADES TO LIVE AND I HAVE WASTED 15 YEARS OF MY LIFE!!!!!! HOW MUCH TIME DO I STILL HAVE LEFT??? SO IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO WANT TO LEARN NEW STUFF???
SERIOUSLY MAN I'M GOING TO HACK CARE MY MOM!!!! it's like amny a times people out there don't suceed because their family don't support them! in then end they end up being NOBODIES!!!!! I AIN"T GONNA BE A NOBODY MAN!!!!!!!!!!
7:35 PM
cash strapped
there's like this freaking big sign in fron of me now which says DEAD END......
i really need money now.... i need a way to earn quick money..... i need this money so that i can go for tuition, pick up a sport and FRENCH!!!!! but i got no $$$
seriously i wouldn't rule out the tought of sleeping around for money... but i wouldn't do that just yet.... maybe in the future after i've lost my virginiy with some guy i love.... but even after that if i were to sleep around.... i wouldn' do it with some tom/dick/harry ..... so yeah... that's like the last resort for quick money and i dun even have to work so hard and get to enjoy if he's good:)
i may sound cheap and all but you only get to live once and you've got to make the best out of it....
so i hate being fat it has like stopped me from doing many stuff.... if i wasn't fat i think i would have taken up competitive swimming... so yeah... that's what's on my mind right now...
5:33 PM
newsie
hey peeps!!! i've got new idols added to my idols list now!!!!!
LINDSAY LOHAN
AARON CARTER
3:00 PM
Triple T K A
TIME TO TOATALLY KICK ASS!!!!!
haha... so i slept at around 3 plus and woke up at 12.30... good morning!!!! so yeah now i'm transfering songs to my com.... taking like ages.... adn i haven't started on hw.... hmmm.... what other stuff do i have to confess?...... hey i learnt a new word!!!! DE-GAYIFICATION!!!!! haha from the movie SAVED! i think the movie's nice... but from what i heard the christainas dun really like it!..... but who cares man.... it kinda applies to all religion as in we shouldn't like alwyas reply on iti remembered one scene.... the girl is going to give birth and there's only one place in the ambulance.... then there were 4 people..... the first person said.... i'm her boy friend.. i'm the father ....i'm his boyfriend( meaning the father's boyfriend) and i'm the mother... guess who went up the ambulance... of course the mother!!!!! hahah kkk yeah... tata
2:51 PM
it's late and i should be asleep!!
yeah so it's like almost 3 ain the morning... just finish downloading songs into the hand-me-down second hand player my bro bought 3 months ago....
about the creative sale... there were 2 queues... one for the ibetter change... meaning the ipod exhange for the zen micro... another queue for the starbuys... meaning the mp3 players that are being so freaking cheap.... my bro went to queue for the ipod thingy... i wnet for the star buy one... when i wnet there i tot the queue wasn't very loneg... guess i was freaking wrong... i queued at the wrong end!!!.. cannot blame me... the freaking sign says 'starbuys' queue starts here.... so yeah... i walked thru corridors and corridors.... finaly i reached the loading bay!!!! haha i went to queue at six k!and i was already like the 100 plus coming to 200th person.... yeah so for that 5 hours i sat therestaring at people loading and unloading goods ... smsing people and calling my parents for fun....then i saw daniel wong there( jy's friend) he came like at 8.30 i think... i think he could just forgetabout it and go home man... i heard the worker there say at 9.45 there were already like 560 people.... i heard another person say as early as noon on thurs got like 50 people queueing.... i say alot of poly and uni students.... they got nothing better to do.... so when i heard that my model of mp3 i wanna get was sold out and the remaing sets were allocated i walked out of the queue to help my bro cos one person is only entitled to exchange only one ipod... he got to exchange 2 one for his fren... so i helped him with the other... he got to exchange for free... for me the 6h to 10th person had to pay 99... yeah so some reporter intervieed us... and took a photos of the first five ipod exchangers... my bro was damn cute man... so funny...anyway when the reporter found out that we were siblings he was like cool wanna take a pic together... my bro didn't want... he said the idea was corny ..... so yeah we were treated like big shots there man... shit one chairs and as we walk into the creative shop they kept taking photos and there were like many flashes!!! haha so i'm like the 6h person in sinagpore to touch the zen micro!!!! the first person was this small boy i think primary school.. he siao man ... use an ipod mini to exchange... siao man... he couldn't have done something better with th ipod... i sahll not disclose...hehe.... sinister smile:)..... yeah so that was it....
so i would like to say that SAVED! is a nice movie... cos the movie kinda mock the cristians.... actually it doesn't really do that.... it's a meaningful movie.... it's a kinda cute movie....
so yeah i spent like 4 hours plus transfering songs.... 200 plus songs....
i'm also shivering now... very cold.....
hey jeanie!!! anyway creative have like discman for $129 bucks... it's not a star buy so u do not have to queue like for hours... but the design is not nice.... but anyway is lke who cares as long as it serves it's purpose and is user friendly it's ok....
anyway as i was saying.... 2nd mp3 players are kinda cheaper online... but u must noe how to choose..... my bro noes:) and a caution for girls..... if u wanna meet the buyer of ur stuff u r selling ask ur bro to go for u.... safer thats what my bro says...
anyway if u ever go to ikea.... do this sinful thing.... go to the restaurant there have theri meatballs and chicken with HEINZ chilli sauce... only HEINZ... it's heavenly:)so yeah...so me going to bed now... *yawns* tata
now i'm listening this south park song.... Merry Fucking Christmas.... damn funny.... those who cannot stand vulgarities it's not very nice to there
2:51 AM
