Friday, October 13, 2006
its one of those moments... when you get hooked on a book
now on my reading list is the book the princess of park avenue which i borrowed form emma. the book is kinda boring initially but i pulled through the dry part and now i kinda like the book.
seriously a good way of relaxation after exams is indulging in a bimbotic book. its a no-brainer. but some bimbo books are way too bimbotic for me. those type which talks around nothing but shopping and dating guys the way stupid bimbos talk? i cannot stand that kinda content, cause it would be a total waste of time.
anyway, this book is not bad with some kind of structure to it, i'm not done with the book yet, currently on page 202.
i like books that can get me thinking and dreaming what i like my life to be like. i love thinking, more like day-dreaming about life seriously. i want everything to turned out the way i've planned it or better, i mean who doesn't.
reading this book give me one of those gooey, soft numb yet comfortable feeling. it keeps me dreaming what if somethig similar where to happened to me, how great would it be.
i've realised some bimbo books are like the fairytales for teen girls in a city or modern context. which girl doesn't wanna meet their prince and get swept off her feet and get treated and appreciated like a princess. such books get me in touch with my feminine side( i'm not really emotionally inclined) and remimd we why it is relatively impossible for me to be lesbian. HAHA.
oh just wanted to say i was on the bus today and this group of tkgs girls were on their way to jc open houses and they were talking about them. at that moment i felt really left out, depressed and embarrassed about my uniform. i really dislike being in the uniform as it often draws the you're such a stupid person or low-life kinda look. in my opinion that's what i think a perosn is thinking if he or she give me THOSE stares. tpjc was really one of my last choices. sometimes its hard getting accustomed to such stuff. its not really in my charcater to accept people demining me.
i really want these two years to be over and with so my life could get back on track and proceed in the direction i've dreamed. working hard to achieve that
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