Tuesday, November 15, 2005
go on
i've just realised just how long this blog has been dead.
anyway four more days and all the pain agony and suffering will be over. i'll be a happy kid then and for the next three months and so on IF i get good results for my Os.
i'll change my blog templete then. its so ugly. teach me how to add tunes to my blog. i'm not IT savvy.
anyway i've just thought about life. i've decided that i should concentrate and not deviate from college meaning i should excell in my studies and CCA work hard get excellent A level results. afterwards, try to get a scholarship into an ivy league university, which i think is a little impossible but i shall make it come true. i want to be a smart kid.
and not side tracking from my goal i shall not date anyone. NO boyfriends. guys out there if u are reading this and u are interested in me. TOOO BAD. i only have time for my girl freinds :D i really want to do well in something for once. i realise i have been wasting much of my life.being satisfied with what i have achieved knowing that if i were to put in my maximum effort i would have gained much more. i'm sick and tired of that. i must get into SA. cause Rjc is too nuts for now. University is the ultimate deciding factor. i'll be a nerd is i have too. but a hot nerd. haha
which means i must embark on my crazy exercise regime.
till then i must achieve everything i have pictured and planned from now on. no more later but always a NOW.
but for now SA will do just fine for me:)
to others out there, study hard.
6:04 PM
