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samantha 17 still defining myself

Thursday, December 30, 2004

happy new year.... maybe not too happy afterall

*sigh* today is the last year of year 2004...... 2004 sucked kinda badly....
# irritating teachers
#stressed
#very uneventful
#taking shitty subjects.......FnN SS sucks.....
# ultra sucky grades
#basicallly i hate school
#doing things i'm being force to.... like going to school
BUT i do enjoy
# the company i get fren my best buddies:) i miss u donna

that's kinda sums up the whole year.....

new year resolutions......
#get better grades!!!! duh:)
#meet erm..... a great guy? impossible......
#lose weight.....been wanting to do thaty ever since i got fat.....
#promise to take care of my face more... pimples sprouting
#try to be more socialable...... which i'm not..... i hate talking to strangers
#hope my future wishes come true..... i've been down with luck for the past few years
#still hoping for that sugar teen to come around
#control my temper
#try to mind only my own business...... which means be damn anti-social!!!!
#be more cheerful..... i'm a damn sad person.... cos .... my dreams have not been fulfilled after so long
# HOPE EVERYTHING GOES MY WAY!!!!!!!

that's about it i think....

2:25 PM

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

ha!

i took like 3 hours to choose songs.... haha.... it's kinda fun though.....this song that u're hearing... it's a kinda old techno..... i didn't want to kill u all out there with those fast beat thrax.....

5:32 PM

the fricking time bomb is ticking

hey jean yeah i uploaded the song!!!!!!! i changed the song.... the song to this templete was suppose to be welcome to my life by simple plan.... and there's 2 website i change introduce to you for music.....
http://www.iwebtunes.com/ or
http://swizz-beatz.home.comcast.net/Swizz--Beatz.html

iwebtunes got alot more songs.......
swizz-beats is more of the lastest rnb and rock.... no. of songs limited.....

u all must thank me k...... i find these webbies for like 2 hours plus man..... actuallly the iwebtunes i took from kathleen's website......

so yeah let me see..... it's like 3 now...... i am only awake for 2 1/2 hours so far......

anyway...... iwebtunes rocks!!!!!!!! they actually have eurodance beats!!!!!!!!!! but they only have like one small portion of the whole song...... i love this changing tunes for my templete!!!!! iwebtunes have like thousands of tunes!!!!!!!!! i know u guys out there hate techno trance dance beats... who cares i love them!!!!!! it's my blog

anyway if i have the time i'll change the tune everyday!!!! i'll do anything from classical to techno.... but not chinese...

2:51 PM

ha

1:31 AM

Monday, December 27, 2004

third day of christmas.....a week before school starts

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've yet to complete my homework... i think i'm like 5% done.... wanted to do my homework at 2....but ended up chatting with wei de for 2 hours....i know what u guys are thinking.... no he's not my boyfriend..... just a normal talkable friend.... yeah so at last i took a photo of myself and showed him.... so nowboth of us knows how we look like....

anyway.... while taking the photo..... i realised i'm..... GROSSLY FAT!!!!!.... somehow or another i looking like wong mei chin.... that's bad...maybe i should stop laughing at wong for her looks.... maybe it's god punishing me... i should stop..... last time i used to laugh at my sis for her flat nose... now my nose is getting flatter!!!!!!.... i should STOP!

anyway about me being fat.....i hate being fat..... i wanna take part in the swan paegent..... plastic surgery really works.... for me ... i'll get extensive liposuction.... tummy tuck... nose job.... and maybe some other surgery to get rid of pimples and acnes.....

anyway i've thought about it maybe i hall work my ass off for a scholarship instead of looking for a sugar daddy or sugar teenager to pay for me but then again there's so many smart people roaming the streets of singapore..... u know what i should smoke those people with stupid gas and kill their brain cells starting with rgs then ri...... wei de said it wouldn't work..... he's been wanting to do that in a long time....

now i'm listening to scandalous..... nice song... nice beat for dancing....

and yeah so .... i'm ugly.... i dun think i'll ever get married to the guys of my dreams..... *sigh*..... my friends are good looking.......and jean dun you ever say u're ugly... u're not.... and emma if u say u're ugly... i'll shoot u in the head.....donna u're cute.....jiaying.... u're sweet.... i have such humble friends:)

larball sigining off

4:24 PM

girlfriends

http://donnayeo.blogdrive.com
http://sugardreams-.blogspot.com
http://applesauces.blogspot.com/
http://faithyz.blogspot.com/
http://www.blue-lime.com/
http://toughman.blogspot.com/

archives

10/31/2004 - 11/07/2004
11/14/2004 - 11/21/2004
11/21/2004 - 11/28/2004
11/28/2004 - 12/05/2004
12/05/2004 - 12/12/2004
12/12/2004 - 12/19/2004
12/19/2004 - 12/26/2004
12/26/2004 - 01/02/2005
01/02/2005 - 01/09/2005
01/09/2005 - 01/16/2005
01/16/2005 - 01/23/2005
01/30/2005 - 02/06/2005
02/06/2005 - 02/13/2005
02/13/2005 - 02/20/2005
02/20/2005 - 02/27/2005
02/27/2005 - 03/06/2005
03/06/2005 - 03/13/2005
03/13/2005 - 03/20/2005
03/20/2005 - 03/27/2005
03/27/2005 - 04/03/2005
04/03/2005 - 04/10/2005
04/10/2005 - 04/17/2005
04/17/2005 - 04/24/2005
04/24/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 05/08/2005
05/15/2005 - 05/22/2005
05/22/2005 - 05/29/2005
06/05/2005 - 06/12/2005
06/12/2005 - 06/19/2005
06/19/2005 - 06/26/2005
07/03/2005 - 07/10/2005
07/17/2005 - 07/24/2005
08/07/2005 - 08/14/2005
08/14/2005 - 08/21/2005
08/21/2005 - 08/28/2005
08/28/2005 - 09/04/2005
09/25/2005 - 10/02/2005
10/09/2005 - 10/16/2005
11/13/2005 - 11/20/2005
11/20/2005 - 11/27/2005
11/27/2005 - 12/04/2005
12/04/2005 - 12/11/2005
12/18/2005 - 12/25/2005
01/29/2006 - 02/05/2006
02/19/2006 - 02/26/2006
03/05/2006 - 03/12/2006
03/12/2006 - 03/19/2006
03/19/2006 - 03/26/2006
03/26/2006 - 04/02/2006
04/02/2006 - 04/09/2006
04/16/2006 - 04/23/2006
04/23/2006 - 04/30/2006
04/30/2006 - 05/07/2006
05/28/2006 - 06/04/2006
06/11/2006 - 06/18/2006
06/18/2006 - 06/25/2006
06/25/2006 - 07/02/2006
07/02/2006 - 07/09/2006
07/09/2006 - 07/16/2006
07/16/2006 - 07/23/2006
07/23/2006 - 07/30/2006
07/30/2006 - 08/06/2006
08/06/2006 - 08/13/2006
08/20/2006 - 08/27/2006
08/27/2006 - 09/03/2006
09/03/2006 - 09/10/2006
09/17/2006 - 09/24/2006
09/24/2006 - 10/01/2006
10/08/2006 - 10/15/2006
10/15/2006 - 10/22/2006
10/22/2006 - 10/29/2006
10/29/2006 - 11/05/2006
11/12/2006 - 11/19/2006
11/26/2006 - 12/03/2006
12/03/2006 - 12/10/2006
12/10/2006 - 12/17/2006
12/17/2006 - 12/24/2006
12/24/2006 - 12/31/2006
01/07/2007 - 01/14/2007
01/28/2007 - 02/04/2007
02/11/2007 - 02/18/2007
02/18/2007 - 02/25/2007
02/25/2007 - 03/04/2007
03/04/2007 - 03/11/2007
03/11/2007 - 03/18/2007
03/18/2007 - 03/25/2007
03/25/2007 - 04/01/2007
04/01/2007 - 04/08/2007
04/08/2007 - 04/15/2007
05/13/2007 - 05/20/2007
05/27/2007 - 06/03/2007
06/10/2007 - 06/17/2007
06/17/2007 - 06/24/2007
07/22/2007 - 07/29/2007
09/09/2007 - 09/16/2007
09/23/2007 - 09/30/2007

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