Friday, December 01, 2006

... sun glasses...

i love avaitor and huge brownish sun glasses:)

i can't wait to grow up, meaning be financially independent.

i wanna travel and be a hippie with cornrolls. smoke weed and drink all day long.

9:39 AM

Thursday, November 30, 2006

why i drink?

for me i've realised why i drink
i drink to:

be on cloud 9
feel slightly better about myself
forget my worries for a short while and be myself
helps me to let my guard down

i don't drink to get drunk cause i think that's lame.

9:11 PM

missing dearly

I'M SUFFERING FROM CAMBODIAN HEARTBREAK!

all my friends on the trip share my sentiments. we need some fun now! CAMBODIAN STYLE! WOOHOOO!

it's been 4 days since my return and i still miss cambodia, i dun think i have missed something for this long.

oh my it just occured to me its a once in a lifetime thing. i mean going on a trip with youngsters and no parents and of the correct age too.

as i was saying to my friend online:
we can never get over ocip cause its once in a life time
(19:03:10) sam.: i mean jc is the right time to go on such a trip
(19:03:22) sam.: cause the teachers wouldn't be so strict cause we're all mature
(19:03:33) sam.: and then again we're at a defiant age to try new stuff
(19:03:45) sam.: and i feel the trip is rather independant
(19:03:54) sam.: and there weren;t much restrictions

which is kinda true. i mean being stucked in singapore for so long. this trip was indeed truly and experience. okay i know i sound like a noob but this is my first time on a plane. okay, i know its embarassing but yeah and I AM GLAD IT WAS FOR SUCH A MEANINGFUL TRIP!

anyway i'm off tp nurse my broken heart. bye!

7:13 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

HEY PEOPLE I'M BACK

angkor beer. my country, my beer.

anyway i love CAMBODIA!!!! i woould wanna return next year to cambodia then head on to visit thailand too. omg i just love the country the people there were poor yet hospitable and giving. i love the tuk tuk rides!!!!! so exciting. despite the tough manual labour which made me fall sick and get bruises. it was all worth it. forget the extremely bumpy long bus rides and the ultra dusty roads. i love my OCIP hang out group. its only been 7 hours seen i last saw them, i miss them already!

the late night snacking, watching movie and playing cards the chats together. it was allsso darn fun and i loved it.

people put there if you have the chance go vist angkor wat its truly magnificiant. when i was in battambang province i was so freaking sick of cambodian food man. it was practically the same dishes every meal. plus i dun really like cambodian food with its lemon grass and stuff.

anyway siem reap was a hellalota fun. anyway i'm not going to say what i did on my 2 day stay there. as the saying goes what happens in siem reap stays in siem reap. the shopping was so good despite the time and money constrain and i love bargaining.

i love my hotel rooms despite getting a shock on the first day when i saw victoria hotel battambong it wasn;t the resort and spa i expected. but who cares it was so dan fun there. serioulsy.

i'm so going back there next year after a levels. i'm gonna go on a budget trip to cambodia and thailand. like 1 month or something.

the new things i've tried on this trip with my friends are all unforgettable.

i miss SALEE. ( he's this muscular translater during my stay at battambang.)

anyway i've spent about US$151. but it didn;t seem i got much stuff back from cambodia.

anyway i've realised i love to do things with adventurous people. like climbing into the bus thru the window and climbing in between two buses. HAHA, childhood deprived.

i need to lose my flabs!

this is an exprience i'll truly cherish forever.

surprisingly, i do not miss much stuff in singapore i don't miss my bed, my family and you girls very much. its not because i don't cherish you all but its just i dunno. when i steeped into myu room when i got back it felt so foreign and weird.i'm not really glad to be back i want my stay to extend!!!

6:48 PM

my sentiments about the trip discussed with my guy friend on the trip

(10:01:14) sam.: hey so are u still mopping over the end of the cambodia trip
(10:01:18) sam.: i know i am a little
(10:01:57) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: yea
(10:02:09) sam.: me too
(10:02:21) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: well..
(10:02:46) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: have u ever wondered wad was the thing that made u miss the trip the most?
(10:06:16) sam.: yeah
(10:06:21) sam.: but there are just too mnay
(10:06:32) sam.: for me going on this trip was like an adventure
(10:06:50) sam.: letting myslef exprience something new
(10:07:03) sam.: taking a break form reality
(10:07:15) sam.: for me i miss the exprience there
(10:07:23) sam.: the late night talks
(10:07:28) sam.: the bus rides
(10:07:37) sam.: the kids in a little way
(10:07:43) sam.: the shopping
(10:07:46) sam.: the great people
(10:07:52) sam.: the tuk tuk rides
(10:07:57) sam.: there are just so many
(10:08:17) sam.: but i think the thing i miss the most is the way of life as a foreigner there
(10:08:27) sam.: probbaly being a local there isn;t so fun
(10:09:16) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: yea
(10:09:23) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: u have a gd pt dere..
(10:09:32) sam.: yeah
(10:09:42) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: i miss the whole arrangement of the trip..
(10:09:51) sam.: i just love spending time with the people on the trip
(10:09:56) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: that this arrangement wont ever happen the exact same way as it did..
(10:10:03) sam.: u know previousluy my clique we were not close at all
(10:10:12) sam.: yeah me too
(10:10:14) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: u mean the 6 of u?
(10:10:17) sam.: yeah
(10:10:25) sam.: it was because of the rip
(10:10:29) sam.: it did wonders
(10:10:36) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: well..
(10:10:40) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: it sure did..
(10:10:44) sam.: hahhaa
(10:10:58) sam.: so u got to know anyone new other than the s01 people
(10:11:45) sam.: actually i kinda prepared myself to leave cambodia on the last working day of the primary school
(10:12:04) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: haha
(10:12:10) sam.: yeah
(10:12:19) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: i prepared leaving cambodia even b4 the trip
(10:12:22) sam.: cause it was then i realised the number of days we have left
(10:12:28) sam.: hahhaha
(10:12:31) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: serious
(10:12:32) sam.: me too a little
(10:12:54) sam.: in the primary school i didn;t want to interact much cause i dun wanna get emotionally attached
(10:13:05) sam.: to the people and the place
(10:13:16) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: yea..
(10:13:44) sam.: cause in the back of my head i know all this is going to end sooner than expected
(10:14:07) sam.: so i'm saving myself the the eventual heartbreak
(10:15:07) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: for me..
(10:15:28) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: i was kinda in a dilemma.. cos i tot likewise of wad u tot..
(10:15:32) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: but at the same time..
(10:15:55) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: if i din interact with the kids den dere wouldnt be any more chances for interaction wif them..
(10:15:57) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: yea..
(10:15:58) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: wel..
(10:16:06) sam.: yeah true
(10:16:26) sam.: but u see i'm selfish i was caring more about my own feelings
(10:16:46) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: ok
(10:17:38) sam.: for me i miss the clubbing and shopping alot cause that was the first time in the whole trip i just let all my guards down and have fun
(10:17:54) sam.: and i only did that fpr like 4 hours and i alreday miss it so much
(10:18:13) sam.: can u imgaine if i were to put myself into the whole tip
(10:18:20) sam.: i would be in depression by now
(10:20:41) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: lol
(10:20:41) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: haha
(10:20:58) sam.: hahah yeah
(10:21:01) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: i felt that i too wasnt really immersed in the tirp..
(10:21:23) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: tho the aftermath isnt so heart-wrenching.. but i felt that i should have cos its once in a lifetime only..
(10:21:26) sam.: cause when was clubbing i was like shit its gonna be the last night heck it with the emotional and physical guards i have
(10:21:33) sam.: woohooo just have fun
(10:21:44) sam.: yeah me too
(10:21:45) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: haha
(10:21:50) sam.: i wasn't really immersed too
(10:22:00) sam.: and this was my first time n an ocip trip
(10:24:10) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: oh..
(10:24:13) sam.: u know what i wshed i brought a videocam ther and record the whole trip so i cab watch it again and again
(10:24:14) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: icic..
(10:24:23) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: yea!!
(10:24:27) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: i tot of this too..
(10:24:31) sam.: hahha
(10:24:33) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: but i realised sth
(10:24:56) sam.: i didnlt bother to take pictures cause i was too lazy and i think taking pictutres spolis the exprience
(10:25:52) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: yea
(10:25:55) sam.: what did u realised
(10:25:56) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: that's wad i wanted to say..
(10:26:00) sam.: oooo
(10:26:27) sam.: i mean like u are like immersing urself in the activity then myust stop take pictures then continue
(10:26:43) sam.: anyway i'm trying to recall what i was odoing 7 days agao
(10:26:54) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: 7 days ago?
(10:26:56) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: y 7?
(10:27:03) sam.: a week la
(10:27:11) sam.: a week exactly form now
(10:28:12) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: oh
(10:28:35) sam.: yeah last monday was the last working day at the primary school right
(10:29:04) i juz knew the day would arrive... sad... :( did i give my 100%?: yea
(10:29:39) sam.: now ts like 930 i think i was doing the paintung of the doors or the red sections of the school

6:47 PM

i miss

i miss the followign channels

AXN
HBO
starmovies
espn
discovery channel fashion tv